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Monday, May 22, 2006

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i have changed a lot in charecteristic n physically ba.. i m a totally different person from last time le ba.. now like more like gangster type le ba.. i tried to changed back but i somehow could not changed.. i will tried my best to.. sorry guy to giv u all troubles ba.. but i duno wad causes me to change so suddenly since april.. now tryin my best le..

now i duno why still cannot put down wad in the past ba.. now almost got the same feelin as jocelyn.. but her case worst.. we both oso cant do anything.. juz have to wait n wait.. but i duno whether i can get ' it ' back or not.. i m tryin my best.. but i have a feelin that i totally will lose it n dun have a chance le.. what m i goin to do..? haiz.. very sad now.. * heartbroken * kept thinkin abt the past.. look at others who have.. wonderin how they could last.. but not me.. regreted wad i should have not done.. now regret oso no use le.. oso duno how to win ' it ' back.. my mind is always thinkin of ' it ' everytime.. when something good someone say.. ' it ' will always appear in my mind first.. can't get it out of my mind.. but i oso dun wanna it to go out of my mind.. but thinkin of it really hurts.. remember that time it make me cried for 2 days.. n almost 1 week to forget it.. but not really forget it.. onli forget physically but not mentally.. it was ALWAYS in my mind.. sometime go out oso will think of it.. as have been the place before together.. made me think of it.. haiz.. will got no mood de.. dun believe ask my frenz ba.. miao ling or elina.. they saw my expression before..

posted at 9:20 PM